The Secret Diary of a 32yo Westernised Chinese Guy

Sunday, January 27, 2002


Today, I realised a girl I've been going out with has been using me. It's really not fair. This sort of thing happens all the time to me.
We've been going out playing tennis, speaking heaps of Cantonese, having lots of laughs. She's available almost any time I ask her out.
According to one of my friends, if she doesn't make time for you, she's not interested in you. So, logically, if she DOES make time for you, it means she is interested, no?
Well, last night i asked if she wanted to go further and be my gf. She said she wanted to be friends.

UH OH.

This means she's broken up with a guy recently. When I asked her if she had, she replied "SO?"

**sigh** here I was, giving her driving lessons, saying yes when she asked if she could use it for the driving test, spending hours showing her 2nd hand cars, as she wanted to buy a car.

People, there is another reason girls go out with you---it's to use you for company. She's got nothing else to do.


It's not fair you know. Some people seem to get girlfriends after looking at a girl once. I always get rejected.


Saturday, January 26, 2002


Today, I realised that i want a beautiful woman and I am intolerant of imperfections. I couldn't bring myself to ask Karen to be my girlfriend because she has an overjet. Much like I didn't take Leslie any further because of her deep voice. My expectations are quite high. Problem is is that many of those who are nice etc already have boyfriends and are partygoers, which is unlike me. Hence, Alicia and Huong are not achievable for me.


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